I Miss

... coffee time chats
... good morning grunts
... sullen wry smiles
... parking lot races
... geeky history trivia

But what I miss the most is knowing that all I would ever have is the memory of one early dawn where you and I were in the right place at the right time.

Almost doing the wrong thing that felt so right.

It is sad, that the most fun I ever had was a non-date with you and the most satisfied I have ever felt sexually, and you were not even in me at all.