As The Rabbit Hops In

The biggest snowstorm in decades is causing chaos in the US from Mexico to Maine, affecting more than 30 states.

Hundreds of thousands protest relentlessly in Cairo for Mubarak to quit.

A category 5 cyclone that is 5 times larger than Larry is sweeping through Queensland, a state just reeling from devastating floods.

Hopefully the Rabbit has better things in store for us.

Kong Hee Fatt Choy to all who celebrate the Chinese Lunar New Year. For those of us living in peace and unaffected by natural disasters it is indeed good fortune beyond measure.

May all those living in fear and turmoil find a safe haven once again.

Missing from USJ 23 - Bo the Retriever

Missing from USJ 23 Petronas station (along the LDP-Hicom highway)

Wearing a red collar

Last seen being fed by a man and taken away in a car.

No description of man or car available.

Please call Karen at 016-3711313

Please do spread the word around. He belongs to a loving family of 3 little boys who love him dearly.

Sometimes Love Comes Around

but we don't see it for what it is

because we think they are all they same.

Why Little Girls Turn Into Messed Up Bitches

GANBATE!

You Know Life Is Good When...

.....you have someone to turn a frown into a smile
.....you know someone understands the pain in your heart
.....you look across a room and a grin dissolves into a fit of laughter

.....you are single but don't mind it

.....you can act like a complete idiot & know its fine

.....you know at any time of the day or night, someone is there for you

Viva La Sistahood!

What If I Never Find Who To Belong To?

Where are you? I am tired of the players, the fuckbuddies, the MBAs. I just want YOU. To love, be loved, to share, to give, to take, to laugh, to cry, to grumble, to talk, to argue, to entice, to stimulate, to teach, to learn...

To Live.

To-Gether.

If Only...

I could be utterly loved by you.

I Miss

... coffee time chats
... good morning grunts
... sullen wry smiles
... parking lot races
... geeky history trivia

But what I miss the most is knowing that all I would ever have is the memory of one early dawn where you and I were in the right place at the right time.

Almost doing the wrong thing that felt so right.

It is sad, that the most fun I ever had was a non-date with you and the most satisfied I have ever felt sexually, and you were not even in me at all.

My best friend, Wolfie

I have had many best friends. They have come in all shapes, sizes and age.

For the past few years, I have made many good friends but none, that I would say was typically "best friend" material.

But lately, I have found there is one person, whom I can't wait to share every little detail with. Who I am dating, who I am seeing, the evil things I did, the bitch I wanna smack, the idiot I want to run over...He laughed with me, he plotted and indulged my devil-may-care ways.

When my back was against the wall, my heart, twisted and torn, he was there for me. My rock.

I didn't realise how much I missed my Wolfie, till I saw him again last night. The first for 2010.

How awesome he looked. How good he felt close against my body. How gently his lips caressed mine.

How I laugh when I am with him, he makes every problem I have feel like a feather on my shoulders.

I never ever thought, he would come through for me when I was at my most desperate. Never occurred to me, to ask his help.

Yet, he took my hands into his, and looked me straight in the eye and said "Foxy, you know you can always count on me."

And my Wolfie meant it.

With those words, I breathed again. With those words I realised my Wolfie, my tall, blond surfer, guitar playing boy, with dreamy eyes, the voice of a sex god and an unsatiable thirst for anything cute in a skirt, was more than just a "pretty face".

He truly is my best friend.

Black Friday

Today, I said that I was sad that I didn't give a damn anymore.

But I was wrong. My heart was too numb to feel and my brain was in shock.

4 churches attacked, 2 sides of the same coin in disharmony, 1 Malaysia a joke.

I couldn't focus on work and I really didn't know why. It went beyond finding out what the latest news was and to sift the truth from the lies.


But later, as I was driving home, I understood why.

For the first time in my life, I was truly afraid to be in my own country.

A Song from Fear

For Tala and Leah...

This is my song for my special two...
They helped me find a part of me i never knew...
Or was it a part of me that i have forgotten or died?
Or something i never had in the 1st place...or was it something i tried to hide?

*Do wap Dap(You gals wanted this part right?)

Sisters from another mother...Or sisters from a lifetimes before?
No matter...They still saved what was left of my humanity..When i was already at the brink of Death's door...
To a total stranger they extended their hands...
That moment on we came like family...more than friends..

They say behind every successful man there is a woman...I'm blessed cause i found two...
Ever since i found them...my Grey skies are turning to a lighter shade of blue....
Can't really remember when was the last time i was even called a man....
But when i found these two two angels....I slowly grew to learn..To know...To understand...

This is my song....A tribute for the unconditional love that they have shown to me...
For the two lovely angels that will help me shape my destiny...
This song may not be perfect..I know it's sad but true...Maybe for the moment this is all that i can do...
But Tala and Leah...From the bottom of my heart...With love This song is for the both of you.....

Written by: EGQ

2010

A decade into the new millennium.

A new beginning with family.

A new career beckons.

A new love on the horizon.

A new me emerging.

Christmas Isn't Christmas

till you feel it in your heart.



It's a feeling that i have been numb to for almost a decade. Every year since my dad became estranged from his family, Christmas has been a lonely, quiet affair. Oh the trimmings were there, Christmas trees and lights around the house. Gifts amongst the three of us and lovely treats that we wouldn't normally splurge on. We consoled ourselves, that all we really needed was the three of us.

But I wasn't feeling Christmas in my heart. Every year it was with a tinge of sadness and a longing for the yuletide celebrations I knew as a child.

God works in mysterious way and a couple of months ago, Dad reunited with his family. And this Christmas was the first in a long time that I feel truly happy. For a long time, I have always considered myself alone in the world because I am an only child.

But tonight, if I didn't realise it before, I know it now, I am not alone. I have beautiful cousins who adore me and their children look out for me. If anything, amidst all the laugher, food, music and gaiety, I realised I belonged to a beautiful family.

I am blessed. And I am so happy.

Christmas is really about family. Not decorations and expensive presents. Its about family coming together to cherish one another.

Felice Navidad!

Why Do We Keep Losing

parts of ourselves to love?

Why do we believe we are not whole on our own, till a man loves us?

Why do we give our heart away instead of sharing our heart with another?

Why do we forget our friends & family when a man finally loves us?

Why do we think he deserves all of us?

Why do we let him take our dreams for the sake of "us"?

Why do we slowly disappear and become one with him?

Why do we give up our name when we marry?

Why do we allow a joint email account or a facebook account?

Why do we feel a committed relationship is a surrendering of our soul, our very being?

Why do we suppress our individuality?

Why do we slowly fade into couplehood and cease being whole?

On our own.

Aren't we capable of loving without slowly losing pieces of ourselves?

We've had a life before him and its great to want to share your life with him. But there will be a day when you wonder where you lost yourself to him.

Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself.
Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;
For love is sufficient unto love.

You were born together, and together you shall be forevermore.
You shall be together when the white wings of death scatter your days.
Ay, you shall be together even in the silent memory of God.
But let there be spaces in your togetherness,
And let the winds of the heavens dance between you.


Love one another, but make not a bond of love:
Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.
Fill each other's cup but drink not from one cup.
Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf
Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone,
Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music.


Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping.
For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts.
And stand together yet not too near together:
For the pillars of the temple stand apart,
And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other's shadow.

-Kahlil Gibran-

My Winter's Tale...

The nights are colder now
Maybe I should close the door
And anyway the snow has covered all your footsteps
I can follow you no more
The fire still burns at night
My memories are warm and clear
But everybody knows it's hard to be alone
At this time of year
It was only a winter's tale
Just another winter's tale
And why should the world take notice
Of one more love that's failed
It's a love that could never be
Though it meant a lot to you and me
On a world wide scale
It's just another winter's tale
Why I stand alone
A bell is ringing far away
I wonder if you hear
I wonder if you're listening
I wonder where you are today
Good luck I wish you well
For all that wishes may be worth
I hope that love and strength
Are with you for the length of your time on earth
It was only a winter's tale
Just another winter's tale
And why should the world take notice
Of one more love that's failed
It's a love that could never be
Though it meant a lot to you and me
On a world wide scale
It's just another winter's tale

-David Essex-

It's Yours

to tear apart and break.
Just didn't expect you to do it all in a day.

Haven't I Had Enough Grief Already?

Yet you seem to think that what's stopping me from being with you, is just my choice?
You hurt me today. You made me cry. It hurts more because you are always the one who wipes my tears away, not the cause of them.

Letting Go?

I can't. If you can, go ahead and let me believe in fate.

To Love Or Not To Love?

How can I say yes when I can't tell what I feel?
How can I say what I feel when you don't want to hear it?

How can you know me so well and not know?
How could you make me do it when I said no?

How can you miss me and not say it?
How can you say you love me and not want it?

How can I love you?